Should I be worried of suicide? Some help maybe? (maybe not on technology)?

Okay I've been very depressed mostly from stress. I'm in enriched cles like my IQ was made for all my life, but somehow I'm stressed like I've never been before. I'm only 12, and I do no want to end my life now. I know I shouldn't be asking so many bimbos on the internet, but can someone give me advice. I have a counsiler, a professional one, but he only helps with the meds I take. The meds work , and I've been on them for a very long time now, but the pills technically are not made for depression. If you met me, you'd see all the activities and worry I have to go through every day. I have a twin to comfort me, but I do not want her to know. End of story.